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Sue Moss
Caravan Park
The permanents have gardens, annexes & pets. Transients and harbingers of loss stumble inside their van's rented confines; blind Sahdus mumbling back to beginnings, they avoid bonhomie & prying chat. Unsung moons bay in their heads; shrunken worlds unlocked by keys clanking against outsize metal tabs. Laminated instructions gleam on Besser – leave basins clean, don't bang dustbin lids or pee too loud in the midnight bucket. Keep your TV low. Show consideration. Traipse to the ablution block each day; neighbour a breath away. Get used to counting six paces to the door, the van's slow sink on deflated tyres, life slung between Hill's Hoist & a jacaranda tree, centre park showering blue.
Fragments for a Lover (after Sappho, fr 31)
It seems to me that your absence... sharpens [all] breathing. ... Constant shadow. My mind swells, shifts. Remember...[sea]. ... Outside myself a scream...[arrive] they cannot... tentative touches slide...my shoulders.
Sand, earth,.. [forest], this couch knew the weight and length of you. Fingers [strummed]...my spine...a lyre. ... All bones feel snapped...[shrunk] to an infant's size. ... I shriek for the snivelling to stop, [proud] of my strong... ... Stop time! How dare you offer ...[brutal] gift. My darling you have gone...
...my chest ripped... Draped in... your bright-coloured... ... I pretend sleep, listen ... [voice] ...palms creased from gathering... Grain, pebbles, leaves ... ... [...] visit me sometime...
Coded
Your heart's coded. I can't crack the cuneiform, the hieroglyph. You would defeat Bletchley Park, by-pass thousands of deciphers. I'm hustling for clues. I dial-a-dud-code, throw rocks at an abacus, hire safe crackers, dumpster rustlers, cattle thieves, finger swipers & born again clairvoyants. I consult the maharishi of itchy digits, create methods to prise apart the chambers. I'll video my crack-up, sell downloads to MTV, adorn facebook, tweet the twitterers. I'm pumping iron, shooting up steroids, bench-pressing, eating medicine balls, gaining strength for my passion-heist. Night. The time is right. Surveillance cameras watch as I rip your access-code apart, & light-finger your Fort Knox love loot.
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