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ARCHIVE: Helen Hageman
Ball Doyen(ne)
Out came the voile, the fabulous organza. So elegantly does this debutante’s gown whirl, the night commissioned by forefathers of the ball; Masons in tuxedos & secret smiles. A young man takes her hand, the silver globe turns overhead. She is the swan dying in the waltz. His black coattails ruffle in the quick-step. The path of roses, the cultured pearls on each motif swing full circle, jubilant in the light. The couple rests on heels when the speeches are made, but the dress continues to turn, brash white thing, Doyenne of the Ball, full rope petticoat flouncing every seam. The tango tilts gardenias in her hair. The ball gown, painstakingly made-by-hand, swishes down the stairs, leaving restive swans drinking at the door. The couple arranges their first scene of fidelity, gooseflesh shimmering as lotus on a lake. Somehow they are lit up from the ball, unbound, heads craned for the taste of the glide home.
in chilly waters under a moonlit bower – two star-puckered swans
No. 9 Ridge Street
There is a house where the green paint hides beneath cream particle- boards, and the rusty gates have disappeared into the blue hues of hydrangeas. The front fibro walls are stacked with sliding windows, still waiting for sibling calls, their intentions made clear – red faces thirsting for Manning’s Creaming Soda. It sits in an old horizon, a familiar one that I touched and scraped with a doweling stick to hear the iambic-rise and fall on timber boards. A truck swings by naming Iced Vo-Vo’s in the tin. A sugar spill is a younger brother damping his forefinger like the sign of the Trinity cross. A dog out walking is Princey in the sun until mum feathered him with her shade on the way to the grocer’s. He acquiesced at the gate, his tongue sending spittle to the wind, clamoring ants to their nest. Then mum’s tea- cosy lips whistled at the corner, at the top of the street, as the easterly processed his name and our Collie ran madly coaxing a myth that a three- legged dog can’t half speed, especially if there’s a bone waiting under awning breeze.
It’s only a dream now. A remaining table set for Sunday roasts, the patterns mother cut from crimpelene caped in a corner at the end of a meal. We wore cheap clothes and didn’t call anyone Jones. The timber-yard milled in the street, sifting wood dust at our door, but the house always responded with a lofty broom, straw falling long and short, as if to our lips, twiddling threadthin shadows like berserk sundials.
I was always happy then; beaches two streets away, fishing jetty, a fifty- yard swim. That’s how the house leaves me, currawongs waking the street, dog in a lazarous doze, half-running in his mind, one eye walled to the sun, the other on the diminishing heels of mum.
Vincenzo's Garden In the morning Vincenzo visits his garden. With the sun barely overhead, he carts bottles in a big-wheeled wagon, rake bumping along. Vincenzo leads a simple life, knows homegrown, the difference between taste and retail. Everything is possible in his backyard bungalow: music, wine, fermentation, a pizza plied with squares of mozzarella cheese. He smiles above his tracksuit, beckons us as neighbours with a hand-waving accent. This is his litany, as caring as the hessian bags of broccoli he lopes skyward, as generous as the soccer tickets he sells. Vincenzo is a well-travelled man from Calabria Regionali. He knows the family is vanishing, a sort of melancholy death brings. But Vincenzo preserves his soul in the green planting of dill and pepper, hot chilli for spring, olives to thin the blood. Still a provincial man he nurtures pumpkin, capsicum, beans, and pickled cabbage for the winter. Occasionally, he pulls another almond from his pocket, walks ten paces back and forth between watercourse and storage, tunes an Italian mind to moisture levels in the compost. In his yard, large tomatoes are the gifts of Australia, cabbages are perfect soccer balls. When he's not rotating relish on the pizza, he raises three glasses of wine, an octave above "O Sole Mio".
under jasmine sky – tureen of pumpkin soup, topped with parsley and cream
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